The spring quarter of my sophomore year is rapidly approaching an end, and seriously, I don't know where the time went. It's crazy but I'm basically halfway done with college (if I keep thinking about this, I may let out some tears). I'm starting to realize that this period of my life will eventually come to an end, and I will have to be more independent and start living out a life that isn't constrained by guidelines and expectations of academia. I will eventually leave this environment that I've grown accustomed to for the past two years and I will have to be responsible for myself and my actions..... Basically I'm scared to grow up.
I just turned 20 this month, which makes me feel so many feels. Seriously though, twenty is such a weird age. I'm no longer a teen, yet I'm still too young to legally drink. I've lived for two decades and I'm no longer perceived as a child, but I'm still in college doing stupid things every now and then. I feel old and within the next ten years I'll probably end up determining my occupation, make a living, fall in love, settle down and get married... AGH. I feel like my life is flashing before me.
Okay I'll stop. I'm definitely over thinking this, but it's crazy to me. I hope you can feel me on this. But yeah definitely I need to start appreciating all the experiences of my life more... and try to document it. Time seems to fly by way too fast, and I want to be able to look back and remember all those special moments, both good and bad. I invested in a higher quality camera so that when I study abroad in South Korea in the fall, I'll have the technology to better document those precious experiences I'll encounter. So here's to appreciating life, making memories, and documenting for the future!
